Please my life , be kind to me.I want to go out and have some fun please , i want to put my mind at peace . I want to stay away from problems . I want to live my life , my own life . I hate problems . Please problems , leave me alone . I dont need you at all . Okay , i know im a hot-quick tempered girl which makes everyone hates me . I understand whye . Maybe th situation im facing make me who i am today . Someone who is heartless , never think about others feelings . K , ive been putting everyone feelings on top of mine , and in th end , they did took advantage of me . So , now im being selfish and i want to think about my feelings only . No others . I hate this now . HMM , Please allah , i love you most , please be kind to mee i taknak hidup macam gini lagi . Let happiness lead my life for once yes just for once allah . I`ll continue praying and will never stop )':
As for my r/s now , its abit shaky already , all thanks to me . Blame me because it`s my fault . I know that . I hope , th feelings will remain th same . I dont want it to fade , like last time . Or maybe im not ready for all this yet ? Confused much .
Okay next , i miss syazwan , husmee , YAT!!
Ok skip tht , someone gonna read this . Lets talk about life at home, yes at home! Sab is being an irritating ass shit . I hate because she`ve never spare a thought for me . Why sab ? Im your sister and you`re like always make things difficult for me . I love you , my blood and you know no matter what im gonna love you th most . Hmm .
Today , im going sengkang ada kenduri . Ayah is fetchng me soon . He havent call me yet , where are you ayah ? I want to go out fast . I need th fresh air . I want to meet dyna ayu and zaina . Ok whatever i need some rest . My life is so fcuked up already . Esp , hamkah tadi nak bobal sarcastic dengan aku . Ah kau gi mampus lah . Im tired of all this . Please, i dont like to fight . Aku dah fed up ni , please dnt add more k
As'salammualaikum
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