dumped again i loike

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Ok great how shall i start this post . Hmm , well like again and again ive been dumped , okay yeah ditched. Thanks alot okay . I know i deserve someone better but well boy , youre excuses are just pain in th ass . I mean like , you want to get rid of me , in a good manner , that is why you say and try to give me all that sort of excuses which didnt make sense at all . You say you wasnt ready then why on earth in the ferst place, you want us to be together ? You say you were busy but that is so not true . Ok maybe yes. In one day thrs 24hrs , why cant you take like only A minute to text me ? Dont tell me you`re too busy in school . K , after school also can text me what . I dont think youre too busy . Youre just finding excuses . And one more thing , you asked me to change. You want me to be a goodgirl and goodgirlfriend . Tell me now , selama ini aku ni jahat sangat ke dengan kau ? Tak kan ? Wht bother you so much huh ?! Haish . Nobody is perfect , and i`d like to change to be better person . But, i need time okay . It dont take a night to change right ? So yeah , you`ll never understand. Oh yeah , afterall you arent that good you see so stop asking me to change . I know myself best . Hmm , for godsake please understand me and stop being a heartless person . Kan i dah kata lelaki memang gini , bila belum dapat dia sweetalk kita macam apa tapi bila dah dapat dia tinggalkan kita gitu macam je , senang je . Seriously , heartache ah! Yes i know partly is my fault because i accept him . He wants me to give him chance to prove this and that and so i did giving him chance. Now , serve you right sharliza. Argh! I hate being in this situation . It hurts me like one freaking hell . Im not gonna get back to him and never ever be with him back , NO MATTER WHAT! And , im gonna pretend ive never know him . NEVER EVER IN MY LIFE AND AFTER YOU DID THIS TO ME , I SWEAR I JUST HATTE YOU TO BITS. Try putting urself in MY shoes. Then youll know how i felt . Haish .

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