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Have you all ever feel when you`re too stressed-up , you tend to cry all out ? Because , i`m feeling it right now . I`ve been in a state of getting angry , irritated , sad easily . I`ve becaming someone who is sensitive . I hate the feeling right now . I cried twice today , in class . It was during maths and cpa lesson . Why maths ? Because i can`t even solve simple quetions . Mdm Chiew alr taught me alot of time but still i can`t get it . I`m really slow in catching up things . And why cpa ? Because , coursework is starting on friday and mr feraj alr ask us to decide on what we want to do . And so i did . I choose , cupboard . But because of thrs like 5 people including me doing the same thing , i need to change it to something else . Now , i choose coffee table . I called mr feraj , to ask him for his opinion but he really ignored me . Like seriously , i was directly beside him , talking to him , and he looked at me and in few seconds he looked away and talk to my classmates . He`s being unfair . He say we don`t have to be worry . Why can`t i ? It`s nlevel , fr godsake . Plus , i don`t even know anything . Thai is why , i tend to really get panicked . Why am i being a dumbass ? Why teachers love to find fault on me ? Why teacher always ignore me ? Am i a statue to them ? Am i invisible ? Who am i to them ? Iwant to learn and i want to be as clever as my classmates , you see . I believe , i deserve good grades too . Please teachers , understand me and stop ignoring me . I need you guys please . Im have no confident on myself . I hate myself for being stupid . I hate my life , i really do .

PLEASE ALLAH , LET HAPPINESS LEAD MY LIFE FOR ONCE IM BEGGING YOU . PLEASE ANSWER MY PRAYERS ALLAH . I LOVE YOU , ALLAH .

As`salammualaikum