Sharlyza Biatch

2011-12-21T00:12:00.000+08:00

2011-11-28T17:17:00.001+08:00

Things get rough but i thank god we pull up every obstacle and stick by each other in the end. I'm pretty much tired of fighting but yeah, that's just part and parcels of being in a relationship, right? Okay, i hope things will get better between us. May we last long, amin.

2011-10-31T20:23:00.005+08:00

I know it's always my fault. And i know i keep blaming you for my wrongdoings. That's so bad of me, but one thing i can promise you right now, i'll never leave you, NEVER. Trust me.

I've never give up on you. You just gave up on me, once. It hurts me like hell. But, i do understand why. You won't gave up without a reason. It's me who was testing your patience. I deserve this. I love you.

You know i'm not perfect , right? I mean, who is? No one. But i'm just scared if one day you'll leave me because of my bad behaviour. You know me well. Imma quick tempered girl. I'll always scold you without a reason. I'm just making myself sound so stupid. Stupid me.

I love you, muhammad syukri. I promise, i'll never leave even if our situation gets worst.

i miss you, bloggy.

2011-10-16T19:38:00.003+08:00

Hi bloggy, i miss you. Well, sorry for not updating anymore. I know, my blog is very dusty now :/ Hehehe, since i'm bored right now and have nothing to do might as well, i update this blog. What shall i talk about. Life is average. There's always ups and downs. Nothing interesting though. I've a great boyfriend. And great friends. And my awesome-est families. I'm trying to be happy on every second of my life spent. I miss my babygirl, fidlya! Meet me soon pls. Yay, how about double date? Can't wait. And oh yeah, i'm done with my Ns. Super duper happy. Atleast, i'm done with it and have no time to think about studies anymore. Omg, and and and no school for me! Wah, holidays for me had started. Yet, i've not found any job. That's really pathetic. I've applied, but none called me back. Hais, why you all so bad. I'm still waiting , ya'know!

And yes, i love my boyfriend to bits and pieces. I know, we always fight, but that was just another obstacle for the both of us to take.

Hi Syukri, i love you very much .

The feelings that I have for you, I can't explain. I swear, you're everything I need, and that won't change. Please don't be like the others. Prove to me you're different. Show me that you're worth fighting for.

2011-05-11T23:51:00.001+08:00

I love you guys so much. I'm just a plain dumbshit without you guys. Tayang semua please, kisses.

2011-05-08T17:54:00.000+08:00

2011-04-30T15:36:00.001+08:00

Everything i could asked for. The one who is always by my side when i need him the most, thank you (:

2011-04-23T15:38:00.000+08:00

I nak ni 10 years down the street yay

2011-04-17T02:12:00.000+08:00

Yay, new blogskins, just like my private blog. But this one burok ah. hehhh, idc.

2011-04-13T18:39:00.001+08:00

What's life without families and friends? (:

2011-04-10T14:29:00.002+08:00

IHATETHISFEELINGIWANNAGIVEUPALREADY )';

2011-04-06T21:34:00.000+08:00

yayyyy-.-

2011-03-28T09:26:00.001+08:00

It's over, and i'm happy (Y) ergh.

2011-03-25T15:28:00.002+08:00

I'M SO SORRY, I REALLY DO. ME LOVE YOU DEAR.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY BELLA DANGDUT. MAY ALL YOUR WISHES COME TRUE. AND MAY HAPPINESS LEAD YOUR LIFE, ALWAYS (:

Muhd Shahiran Khuzairi

2011-03-24T18:06:00.001+08:00

the best

2011-03-18T23:44:00.002+08:00

Muhamad Danial Muhd Yatim , the best bestfriend i ever had . The one who understands me . The one who never fails making me laugh . The one who always treat me . The one who can't bear seeing me sad . The one who cares so much about me . The one who is willing to do anything for me . The one who always cheer me up . He is just the best and he can never be replaced . Me love you ah okay (:

As'salammualaikum

class chalet. awesomest day

2011-03-16T11:32:00.003+08:00

GODDAMN 88, MY BEST I EVER HAD (:

Class chalet plus celebrating junping's birthday .

Cook-ed at fika's place and reached costa sand at around 4 ? Yeah , by 6pm everyone reached . We cut the cake at 8pm . I went home at around 11pm . And blablabla reached home at 12pm .

As'salammualaikum

2011-03-13T17:16:00.002+08:00

I AM NUMBER FOUR IS SUPER DUPER AWESOME MOVIE!

OK NOW , FML PLEASE CB AH CB !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2011-03-11T18:00:00.002+08:00

My babygirls come over my place . We so damn kecoh . We did plenty of things . Such as , watching tevee together , looking at all my treasure things , webcam with danny , took pictures and lastly , gossip sikit . Biasela , girls what :/
So yeh , life is okay a lil bit now . Its on the right track and i'm quite happy.
Today is Friday and i planned to watch midnight movie with my girls . Dyna and Ayu :)
Yay , and tomorrow maybe going out with Aieda and Didi . So happy!
K, im running out of words. Oh , Holiday is hereeeeeeeeeeeeee!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MUHDNURHIDAYAAAAAAT ~

As'salammualaikum

yadadayayayaydad

2011-03-07T17:29:00.002+08:00

just now on my way to inter i took bus 291 . ok im with fika jueta amirul raihan and fathir . then while im listening to songs , i look outside the window i saw this two guys . then one of th guy turn and look at me too , and suddenly he waved at me . dengan excitednya i also waved back BECAUSE , at a glance he look like usop . and i think he is usop . tp kan , usop narie balik camp what . so is it usop or not ? idk . if yes , good la i miss him . if no , then i betul betul paiseh lah ! hahahhaha ok soorry today th way i typed macam malas liddat lah i lazy lah . haiyyyyaaaaa ok byes. oh yeah , condo or hdb flat ? HAHAHA

As`salammualaikum

boring please

2011-03-05T16:59:00.002+08:00

My gangster boyfriend

Ok hi blogger.
I kinda miss having fun with dad's side , you see . It`s been like three weeks im here stuck in tampines . I miss jurong , dyna ayu zaina all! Esp , my lil boyfriend. Oh my gee, and not forgetting, risqa bella ):
Ok, so today`s planned was actually gg out with cousins. Oh well , mum not at home yet. She asked me and adek to take bus to afghan to meet her there. Ini part , sumpah i malas okay. So yeah and im hungry now.
Now, currently waiting for Aiedalurve to collect her bike `cos she sent it for repair. Hmm, and soon im off with aieda and abang didi again. Ride all around. Most importantly, i want to go ECP again. Who knows , he`s there again
*wide smile* Nyahaha . Okay i just have nothing to say anymore because life is just okay okay. Nothing special so yeah bye

As`salammualaikum

yeah , my life

2011-03-02T19:01:00.004+08:00

Okay , life was okay okay baby . I only have families and studies to think of now . And , that doesn`t brings me much problem you see . Plus , now there`s no one to text me i mean my phone is officially 24/7 no text . There is but that was only from aieda fika jueta danny etc . And i miss this time . hahah at last! i get back my freedom. Freedom of being myself. Without no one to ask me to change . Because i will neverr change , this is me and i can never change myself to be perfect you see. I`ve tried changing . But this is just me , so no matter what im still the same .

Yeah , look up ^^ Those were my happy cousins . It was fun though hanging out with them . They never failed making me laugh . I love them to bits .

Did i mention that we did have fun last saturday ? I have so much fun with them till i didnt even realised th time . I reached home at almost 12am . We ride all over . The best part was when we go ecp skatepark!

As`salammualaikum

yay!

2011-02-25T15:54:00.005+08:00

Ok hi blogger , imy . Heehs , okay living without hamkah now wasn`t that bad . I can`t believe it i can actually survive , haha . Maybe all thanks to fika , jueta , danny etc . They really brings a big part in my life . So just you know , i need you guys always . Loved (:
Next , yat texted me and asked me whether i can meet him tmr . And i actually said , i can`t because , i`m scared i might going out with my family and be back late night . So , i guess he`s mad at me ? Yeah , just because i give him reasons . Haish , whatever suits you lah okayyyy ? hmm
Err , will be going somerset for my observation (EBS) , so yeah . And like for the first time , i`m going out with my chinese classmates! Yeaaah , i`m not racist anymore . They`re actually , a fun bunch of friends to hang out with . Haaaha .
I hope it`s gonna be fun aites . We`ll tkae alot of pictures together . But before all that , i gotta get my nails done . I wanna paint it blue . Hmm . Or should i just go for manicure ? I guess i should , very soon . Kay lastly , i`m back from school early today and i don`t know why . Im changing , trying to . Plus , i`m not contacting anyone . Amazing ! So no more guys texting me . Adalah satu je , sumpah irrits . Haiyaaa . Ok stop this topic . Bullshits .
Oh yeaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaah , i know how to braid fish tail .

okay thats it (:

As`salammualaikum

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2011-02-19T23:44:00.002+08:00

HAMKAH , SENANG CAKAP AKU BETUL BETUL SAYANG KAU . TOLONG JANGAN BUAT GINI )':
Tp kalau kau betul betul nak stop ni semua , aku tak boleh halang . Aku harap kau bahagia dan terima kasih untuk segalanya

i do feel like crying but why should i ?

2011-02-18T18:27:00.003+08:00

Dan di dunia ini aku tak mahu sendiri )':

Life wasnt going on track , im so fucked up. This is something so so sad , you see . I can`t stop thinking of you . I know i know i know , it`s all my freaking fault because i asked for it . I say im sorry , really do . I really didn`t mean to . Do you think i do this just for fun to hurt you ? I`m not heartless dear . I still have my heart on you . It`s just that our rs wasn`t working well at all . We say it before that we`ll put it a pause and continue being close friends right ? So that , we won`t lose each other . Whye hamkah ? are you mad at me ? Please get back to me and explain things . If you have any doubts , ask me don`t keep it to yourself .

I swear today , 18feb`11 , sucks so much . I hate today . You know , i got this feeling of running away . FAR FAR AWAY FROM EVERYONE IN MY LIFE . Because i`m really stressed-up . My mum . She keeps finding faults on me , and i really don`t understand whye . Why must it be this way ? Please , i hate life omg im crying . I can`t take it anymore i swear please allah tolong lah! grant my wish . I want happiness , that`s all .

Ya allah , seandainya allah faham apa yang lyza rasa , tolong lah lyza . Beri lyza kekuatan untuk lalui semua ini . Hidup ini penuh dengan dugaan . Rasanya macam tidak sanggup lg hendak lyza jalani . Tolong lyza allah kerana hanya berdoa yang lyza mampu buat sekarang . Lyza sudah betul betul putus asa dengan hidup lyza . Dan allah , tolong jangan beri lyza masaalah yang melebihi kemampuan kesabaran lyza . Lyza harap mama faham lyza . Tolong buka mata mama yang lyza sayang mama sebab itu lyza selalu sabar dan sanggup buat apa saja untuk mama . Lyza tidak mahu susahkan hidup mama . Lyza jaga adek adek lyza pun sebab lyza sayang mereka . Tapi kadang-kala apa salahnya kalau adek adek tolong lyza ? Sekarang ni pun , adek adek lyza tidak ada yang hormat lyza . Tidak ada yang rasa kasihan dengan lyza . Kenapa hidup mesti begini ?
Lyza sudah buat yang terbaik , allah . Tolong beri lyza kekuatan dan kesabaran . Insya`allah lyza akan tempuh segalanya dengan rela hati . Amin

Harini , nak pergi rumah atuk nak mengaji . Sebab dah lama tak baca Al-Quran . Harap harap bacaan nanti lancaaaaaaar (':

As`salammualaikum

i love the way you lie

2011-02-17T17:50:00.002+08:00

Was supposed to go tampines swimming complex just now with Danny , Izwan and Fika . But then , last minute planned always cockedup . Nah , it`s okay . I know partly it`s my fault . I`m sorry but i`ll promise we`ll go swimming very very soon , alright ? Yeaaaaaaaaah .

So yeah , life has been a bit of bullshits here and there . Very shakyy , sometimes . I`m no longer with Hamkah . So stop asking whye and stop saying i`m having a boyfriend . Syazwan dah MIA LIKE AGAIN! I like , kau tak datang balik pun aku suka . Sebab ada kau atau tak ada , sama aja . Kau tahu nak sakitkan hati aku . Abeh nak step rabak cakap kau sayang aku . Da lah , simpan kata kata macam paham kau okay . Aku tak bodoh lg . And i deleted your number again and , now i`m saying straight to the point , I DON`T WANT TO CONTACT YOU ANYMORE . And i`ll treat as if you didn`t exist in my life before . Just pretend we`ve never know each other , easy right ? Yeah , fuck off .
And for Hamkah , i`m sorry for putting it a stop . Im seriously not readyy yet . No worries , we can still be friends okayyyyyyy (:
And Husmee , thanks for everything . Yes , everything . I love our late-night text msges . But i don`t likey when you always fell asleep . Macam cb . Kau mmg , ni ah budak kental macam kau asek tidur siang . KENTAL.
It took me one hour to complete updating this blog because half way through just now , i texted husmee plus fb then i totally forget that i havent finished updating this blog. Stupid me fed up.

As`salammualaikum

2011-02-16T19:29:00.002+08:00

The one and only boy who try he`s very best to understand me . And he`s the best listener to me . Danny , i know you`re sad because you lose her but life has to move on okay . Be like me , look ahead . But then , don`t follow my steps okay .
I`m a bad example . Okay i is so lame . Errr , I`m bored now and yeah i want to go macs for breakfast tmr . I can`t wait . Let`s stop here , hehe my life isn`t being good to me nowadays. So yeaaaaaaaaaaaaaah love (:

As`salammualaikum

2011-02-11T20:36:00.002+08:00

Had a lil conflict with my two girls . Nevermind , don`t care much . Hi , i have my bestfriends now , look up ^^
I love you two my babies , wan ray and danny armag .
Thanks fr being thr fr me whenever i need you both most . Lup youuuuu .
And to Belladangdut, i will pay a visit soon . Can`t wait to see your babygirl (:

As`salammualaikum

mendaaaaak

2011-02-10T22:10:00.002+08:00

hi i mendaak . i tatawuu apa nak buat . adek i narie pergi camp . i rindu diaa . ok laaah bye lah i nak otp . and yah , td coursework dah start . omg ok senang sikit . and bsok cpa k bye .

so down):

2011-02-09T21:25:00.002+08:00

Have you all ever feel when you`re too stressed-up , you tend to cry all out ? Because , i`m feeling it right now . I`ve been in a state of getting angry , irritated , sad easily . I`ve becaming someone who is sensitive . I hate the feeling right now . I cried twice today , in class . It was during maths and cpa lesson . Why maths ? Because i can`t even solve simple quetions . Mdm Chiew alr taught me alot of time but still i can`t get it . I`m really slow in catching up things . And why cpa ? Because , coursework is starting on friday and mr feraj alr ask us to decide on what we want to do . And so i did . I choose , cupboard . But because of thrs like 5 people including me doing the same thing , i need to change it to something else . Now , i choose coffee table . I called mr feraj , to ask him for his opinion but he really ignored me . Like seriously , i was directly beside him , talking to him , and he looked at me and in few seconds he looked away and talk to my classmates . He`s being unfair . He say we don`t have to be worry . Why can`t i ? It`s nlevel , fr godsake . Plus , i don`t even know anything . Thai is why , i tend to really get panicked . Why am i being a dumbass ? Why teachers love to find fault on me ? Why teacher always ignore me ? Am i a statue to them ? Am i invisible ? Who am i to them ? Iwant to learn and i want to be as clever as my classmates , you see . I believe , i deserve good grades too . Please teachers , understand me and stop ignoring me . I need you guys please . Im have no confident on myself . I hate myself for being stupid . I hate my life , i really do .

PLEASE ALLAH , LET HAPPINESS LEAD MY LIFE FOR ONCE IM BEGGING YOU . PLEASE ANSWER MY PRAYERS ALLAH . I LOVE YOU , ALLAH .

As`salammualaikum

benci

2011-02-08T22:11:00.003+08:00

Im seriously pissed off with one of my classmates. Why ? because she sucks my big time . She`s annoying , like seriously . TAK BOLEH KENA SIKIT , benci sia aku . Every lesson for maths she will surely sleep and if MY class makes noise , she will shout and scold us AS IF ini class dia punya sorang . Kalau bapak kau bayar duit schoolfees lebih , then kau boleh step sial dengan kita okay . Kau dah lah budak DALAM , then act like one . Kesian , hidup kau tak terjaga sampai mak bapak kau pun dah malas sebabtu tu kau end up pat dalam . MEMANG PADAN DENGAN MUKA KAU SIAL . Sumpah , aku mengamuk gila dengan kau. Otak mati . And kalau kau ingat , bila kau marah aku , aku takut , HAHA you`re making me laugh . Seriously , from the bottom of heart , im never scared of you. Cos , you`re just a small brat who alwas seek for attention . And i pity yu cos you`re lack of attention . geram sungguh aku dengan kau.

As`salammualaikum

)':

2011-02-06T14:21:00.002+08:00

Pardon me cos i always upload ajul or bella piccy . They're too adorable , i cannot help it . I love them esp si ajul kalau jumpa mesti mau kiss dia lebih lebih . Ahhh , rinduuu
Okaay , errr today is sunday and sunday is always a boring day . Gonna be at home for the whole freaking day . And thrs no plaan at all .
Yesterday went JB , it was hmm okayla cos i spent my time eating , sleeping , walking around then eat again then went home . Something like that lah kan . So lazy wanna elaborate . I get bored with this blog already , can i like abandoned this blog ? Ive spending more time on my twitter tumblr and private blog . So no time to update here anymore . And in addition , what shall i post about here ? Just about school and what i usually do . Besides , who still reads this boring blog ? Okay , lets talk about something more serious , chey hahh .
Cny for me , has over so which means my coursework gonna start in anytime i mean soon very very soon . Im really scared . Im not like , semangat Nlevel atau apa lah , cuma serious shit , how am i supposed to start my coursework WHEN I DONT EVEN KNOW ANY SINGLE THING?! frankly , i REALLY dont know anything . I learnt nothing , PLEASE HELP ME ! Each time i think about this , i tend to errr feel like crying im seriously scared too scared . Haiyaaaaa.
Im gonna buck up i know its too late but atleast i need to know lil things yang important je . I need to stop talking in class , stop texting in class and paling penting stop SLEEPING in class . Stupid me slalu besarkan tdo ah kan skrng padan muka aku )':

happy cnyyyy

2011-02-04T14:15:00.002+08:00

My awesomest and cutest bella i ever had. I miss you babygirl )':

Okay , chinese new year was quite fun . Haaha , first time i took pictures with my chinese relatives . Had a great time though . So yeah i sho tired i want to mandi now and maybe going out later on bye!

As`salammualaikum

happy cny

2011-02-02T23:17:00.003+08:00

Omg that picture makes me look like the fattest btch in th world . Anyways it was taken last year.

Kay , Cny celebration was so boring. I shouldnt come to school. Really waste my time ya`know.
So yeah , as usual took tons of pictures . Please Aliyah and Danny upload the picures fast okay. Thanks lup you. So , after school ate macs fr lunch and off to nenek's place. Straight away tidur lah apelagi kan. I so lazy wanna elaborate lah okay.
I is so bored . I want to sleep soon cos i have nothing to do . I hope tmr gonna be a blast . Im going out with nenek to visit my chinese relatives . Yay! kfc , pizza hut and money is calling me!
Kay , i really can`t wait for later on. Haish i need to sleep very soon so that it will kill time faster . Haaah HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR aites to all my chinese friends and to me (: bye!
Oh yeah lastly , nenek asked me to start solat alr. Haish , i`d love to but im scared half way thru i dah abandoned my ibadah you see . I`ll see how okay , nanti kalau dah betul betul bersedia dan betul betul niat ikhlas i will do it . Thats a promise. Insya`allah

As`ssalammualaikum

rb

2011-01-31T18:01:00.004+08:00

I MISS YOU RISQABELLA I WANT TO CARRY YOU I WANT TO KISS YOU SAMPAI YOU NANGES I WANT TO HUG HUG HUG YOU SO KUAT I WANT TO IRRITATE YOU I WANT TO SEE YOU ENJOYING YOURSELF BITING UR MAINAN BILA YOU DUDUK DI WALKER I PROMISE I WILL PAY YOU A VISIT SOON WITH DYNA AYU AND NANA OKAY!

Next , urm yang penting birthday nak dekat im like all over so excited . Heehe but before that is ajun's bday . And atlast aku baru jejak 16 -.- maseh small small lagi . I wanna go wildwildwet with friends please . Oh yeah , i got science test justnow and i left quite a number or questions blank . Because why ? i slept during assignment . Good (Y) serve me right . And tmr got math lesson alamak benci confirm mest sleepy . Esp , musim hujan kan sejuk pulak tu argh best! Plus , CPA and EBS coursework is starting really soon , once CNY is over! Omg, im seriously not readyy at all . Esp for CPA . I`ll try my very best but please allah , let me pass . Atleast a PASS. K i want B for ebs and cpa. Hmm , oh yeah fyi , this blog gonna be boring for sure because i`ll only be updating about school etc . Yang lain , about my feelings or my life or anything will be all in my private blog . Because , i just realised thrs people reading this blog and start making romours and blablabla whtever shit lifeless people . ok i hate this stupid lappy aku macam nak sepak je ni benda bodoh betul bye

As`slammualaikum

)":

2011-01-29T17:12:00.003+08:00

Please my life , be kind to me.

Okay , life is like being a btch because of me . Me and myself and my stupid attitude .
I want to go out and have some fun please , i want to put my mind at peace . I want to stay away from problems . I want to live my life , my own life . I hate problems . Please problems , leave me alone . I dont need you at all . Okay , i know im a hot-quick tempered girl which makes everyone hates me . I understand whye . Maybe th situation im facing make me who i am today . Someone who is heartless , never think about others feelings . K , ive been putting everyone feelings on top of mine , and in th end , they did took advantage of me . So , now im being selfish and i want to think about my feelings only . No others . I hate this now . HMM , Please allah , i love you most , please be kind to mee i taknak hidup macam gini lagi . Let happiness lead my life for once yes just for once allah . I`ll continue praying and will never stop )':
As for my r/s now , its abit shaky already , all thanks to me . Blame me because it`s my fault . I know that . I hope , th feelings will remain th same . I dont want it to fade , like last time . Or maybe im not ready for all this yet ? Confused much .
Okay next , i miss syazwan , husmee , YAT!!
Ok skip tht , someone gonna read this . Lets talk about life at home, yes at home! Sab is being an irritating ass shit . I hate because she`ve never spare a thought for me . Why sab ? Im your sister and you`re like always make things difficult for me . I love you , my blood and you know no matter what im gonna love you th most . Hmm .
Today , im going sengkang ada kenduri . Ayah is fetchng me soon . He havent call me yet , where are you ayah ? I want to go out fast . I need th fresh air . I want to meet dyna ayu and zaina . Ok whatever i need some rest . My life is so fcuked up already . Esp , hamkah tadi nak bobal sarcastic dengan aku . Ah kau gi mampus lah . Im tired of all this . Please, i dont like to fight . Aku dah fed up ni , please dnt add more k

As'salammualaikum

2011-01-28T23:56:00.002+08:00

Mata ku tidak boleh carry lagi lah . Nak tidur . Tetapi aieda lurve dengan nana belum balik . Mana sia sab merayap ? Macam sial . ARGH!
I d o n t k n o w w h y e , im just pissed off . Maybe because th breaking news which i found myself . hmm , whye does it even bothers me when i dont have any feelings fr any of them ANYMORE . M aybe because they are someone close to me before and i feel like , im losing them in a way . Im really speechless . Did he blocked me from seeing he`s piccy ? K i dont get it . And , someone says no one can replace me blablabla whatever shit . Now what telah happen , brah ? ):
Okay , so bored. express my geram feelings more at private blog bye

2011-01-27T17:53:00.001+08:00

Happy Belated 2monthsary (:

Maseh kental bye

nothing will change

2011-01-22T22:46:00.003+08:00

You left me when i need you most

Okay , firstly im proud of myself because i actually , seriously deleted syazwan's number . So , nothing about him left in my phone. Next , i wanna delete him from msn and fb . But should i ? I mean , why must i ? We are`nt enemy , right ? So yeaaaaaaah. Forget about him . He`s never my boyfriend before . Yelaaah , playboy mana aku nak layan aku ni bodoh sebab aku pergi matae dengan dia tahpe lah aku tak pernah rasa menyesal sebab everyone makes mistake kan ? yeah .

So , today was a okay okay baby day . Went out with family . But overall im really quite tired. Oh yeah , i need to read my book today . At least , a few pages . Heehe , idk whether i got homework or not . Gotta check with my classmates soon . And lastly , my mum knows about me and Hamkah and she brag about it . Asking who is he , same school or not , how he look like . Kpo , right ? Haiya . K byeeeeeeeeee.

As`salammualaikum

happy life

2011-01-21T23:32:00.003+08:00

Okay hi i shall start with something sad then happy then blablabla .
The sad thing is , erm i deleted all my 97 save text msges . Everything that contains about SyazwanEddy and Yayat. Okay , like seriously i need to move on . Stop thinking about the both of them . Both of them didnt worth my time . Esp , syazwan for sure.
The happy thing is , erm i went out with my family just now and it was fun . Eventhough it was just for a while . And we`re going out again tmr . I can`t wait . I know i sound so weird but then i really cherish every moment spent with my number one favourite family (; On the other hand , i do miss my dad. It`s been more than two weeks i didnt meet him . but who cares ? he didnt .
Okay , i dont wanna brag about this. Kla , life for now was okay okay baby . Macam biasa nothing much . Im off from stressed ah! And i can`t wait for PE on monday . Nak main floorball please tapi tanak two rounds outside school k bye ohyah farah aqilah dah 16 seh. Tunggu i okay i very soon yaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaay!

As`salammualaikum

dumped again i loike

2011-01-18T17:21:00.003+08:00

140111

Ok great how shall i start this post . Hmm , well like again and again ive been dumped , okay yeah ditched. Thanks alot okay . I know i deserve someone better but well boy , youre excuses are just pain in th ass . I mean like , you want to get rid of me , in a good manner , that is why you say and try to give me all that sort of excuses which didnt make sense at all . You say you wasnt ready then why on earth in the ferst place, you want us to be together ? You say you were busy but that is so not true . Ok maybe yes. In one day thrs 24hrs , why cant you take like only A minute to text me ? Dont tell me you`re too busy in school . K , after school also can text me what . I dont think youre too busy . Youre just finding excuses . And one more thing , you asked me to change. You want me to be a goodgirl and goodgirlfriend . Tell me now , selama ini aku ni jahat sangat ke dengan kau ? Tak kan ? Wht bother you so much huh ?! Haish . Nobody is perfect , and i`d like to change to be better person . But, i need time okay . It dont take a night to change right ? So yeah , you`ll never understand. Oh yeah , afterall you arent that good you see so stop asking me to change . I know myself best . Hmm , for godsake please understand me and stop being a heartless person . Kan i dah kata lelaki memang gini , bila belum dapat dia sweetalk kita macam apa tapi bila dah dapat dia tinggalkan kita gitu macam je , senang je . Seriously , heartache ah! Yes i know partly is my fault because i accept him . He wants me to give him chance to prove this and that and so i did giving him chance. Now , serve you right sharliza. Argh! I hate being in this situation . It hurts me like one freaking hell . Im not gonna get back to him and never ever be with him back , NO MATTER WHAT! And , im gonna pretend ive never know him . NEVER EVER IN MY LIFE AND AFTER YOU DID THIS TO ME , I SWEAR I JUST HATTE YOU TO BITS. Try putting urself in MY shoes. Then youll know how i felt . Haish .

As`salammualaikum

memories

2011-01-14T15:45:00.004+08:00

14th loved.
Okay , hi blog . I so happy okay not really lah i so idk confused lah . Haiya by the way i totally give up okay w my cpa coursewerk i feel like crying out loud shouting i hate cpa and tell my feraj tt i already GIVE UP on my coursework . Eventhough mr feraj and mr chew alr explain to me like 101 times , but still i couldnt get it . I just idk im stupid im slow im everything i hate cpa tts it! OK HAISH .
Next , hamkah dah tak text fr like alr two days ? Ah fuck gy mampus. Yat pun dah tak text , dahnak satu bulan . Ah dia lagy gy mampus okay. Next sapa lagi eh ? Husmee pun dalama tak text . Sekarang frget about laki laki lain . Concentrate on one and my studies . Itu aje . Sudah tidak ada masa untuk buang lagi . Ok i miss my past actually.
Heehe , since im bored yok cita cita lah pasal zaman primary sch ke . Zaman i fanatic rabak ikut trend pakai jade omg kental pe aku!!!!!!!
Heehe , kay kay . Then time primary school banyak kena punish gaduh lah mama kena turun sekolah lah . Report time nak balek semua . Skirt pendek . Woah jahat . Then I and Faqri kena stand on th stage watching th whole school . Wtf . Haaha , too many memories . Ok skip about Primary sch . K i miss spade usop ayeem anial and all uh . Remember we go vivocityy ? Th first time we go toyrus macam budak budak main tembak tembak padahal umur dah bpe . Tak mature langgsung bt th best thing is we had a lot of fun . We laugh out loud th whole freaking night . And if im not wrong , usop run all th home because dia tengah pakai tagging ? hahaha funneh . We guys all stead on th same date lagy macam sial . Haahhahah cute . Ok dulu punya kenangan was really fun i miss it so much . Life is okay okay baby now . K bye

As`salammualaikum

2011-01-13T20:01:00.001+08:00

Nurissyazwan Bin Eddy (:

k hi

2011-01-11T18:57:00.003+08:00

NAK APPLEPIE PLEASE ORANG BLANJA OKAY!

HMM, since i got a lil bit free time , i shall update this blog before it gets dusty . Please, ignore my previous post okay. It sucks my big time. I hate dion to bit please, dnt make me love him no more. I can`t take it . Gosh , i`m moving on now , seriously now . Hamkah , i really do miss you. Please, move on without me . I dont deserve you at all . Think back , did i ever treat you good ? No , right ? I dont want to hurt you deeper. Kay , im tired talking about love . Or anything else . Haaah , k mora baru text ajak jumpa . Gila kau , skrg magrib sayang! Tunggu farah reply if she says okay then , i also okay go! Heehe , currently chatting w Danny Armaag. Who else kan ? This irritating 'handsome' boy. Hahahahhhaha . Okay shall stop here im strting talking benda mengarut. CHEYYYYYYYYYYYY!

As`salammualaikum

hati sakit

2011-01-08T01:45:00.003+08:00

DION TAN JUN XU (:

Haish , what can i say right now . Danial , i need ya to share this actually . But since you`re asleep , you`ll make sure you text/call me once you dah wakeeeeeey!

So yeah , D , this is what i want ya to read. The thing tt i wanna show it to ya . Hmm , we've been together before when we`re in primary school . Yeah , i know it`s just a monkey love . But whocares ? When i say i love you , i really mean it you see . But things always just didnt went well for us . I dnt know , maybe we`re not meant to be , but still i`m telling you now, you`re th guy who can easily melt me . By your werds and ways of treating me . I know i basterd you once but tt was back then , 3 years ago . I`m really sorry for tt , for th short relatioship we had . Remember our convo few days ago ? Yeaah . Im still holding on to your words okay! I hope you can make me believe you back again . You better cos im waiting fr it! I miss ya already eventhough we already meet just now . You sho basterd , next time must send me home okay! Hmm , aites i guess till here. lub youuuu .

Okla, i want to cry alone besok nak mengadu naseb kat danial nie. lub you all , and you hamkah yang tengah baca ni!

As'salammualaikum

argh.

2011-01-06T23:23:00.002+08:00

I hate now. Mixed feelings. Im not w Hamkah anymore so stop asking whye . Argh, im not regretting never will i okay. I know he have someone else tts whye he didnt care much. Ala perkataan cinta/love tu semua senang klua dari mulut tapi nak kasih bukti tu ada susah sikit. Lelaki cepat putus asa. Perempuan lain sikit tapi takla perempuan ni bagus sangt. Semua orang buat kesilapan. Tapi tak seteruk lelaki menyakitkan hati perempuan. Okay la. Malas betul nak cakap pasal cinta cinta ni semua tahde masa lagi . Nak blaja untuk Nlevel puuun cantek kan. Heeeh

As'salammualaikum

countdown was okay okay babyy.

2011-01-02T15:41:00.002+08:00

HAPPY NEW YEAR

Currently at Jurong's place. I`ve got nothing to do right now. Heehe . Today is th 2nd day of new year. Fuck 2010 , hey 2011 (:
My countdown was okay okay baby . My very first time went coundown without parents. Yeaah , i`m all by myself with my another 4 favourite cousins. We spent our time together. So yeah meetup with Ayu Zaina Dyna at Paya Lebar. Our paln was grandlink one hour then proceed with next plan but then we cancel th grandlink part. We went Somerset straight instead. Meet someone which WE miss so so muccch . Hugs (: Heehe lepak jap then dinner at Pastamania. After which we went to Marina. Watched fireworks. Omg super alot of people. So scary with bangla mabokmajok jalan sblah aku nak step gerek ah cb! Then after tt went to Somerset again and then , we train AGAIN to Dhoby Ghaut. Since malas nah nak jalan kaki. Heehe. So yeaaah . Meet An-Pantat. He`s with 2 of his friends. Dah jumpa kita semua gerak to idk where si anpantat bawak kita. Meet he`s ramai ramai friend yang lain. Ahhhhh kau. Tawu dia ajak ge mana? LAAAAAAAAAAAAAN siaaaaa. Nabei. Then we since we girls no plan kita ikut la. Dorang main BS kita main FB. But i nan girls semua main one hour yang lain 2hour tak salah . After tt , we girls walked to th nearest 7eleven the patah balek th guys pun dabes main LAN. Then, we all proceed to Somerset back . To kill time , we eventually walked thr! Heehe . Baheeeeeeek(: Reached thr , ate Macs fr breakfast. Then went to th MRT station , waiting fr th first train. Met Ajax. Yeaaaaaah , end up th guys semua balek sengkang and some of èm idk sebab tak knal. Left th girls. Zaina nak balek sengakng so dia stop pt Outram. And yang lain balek jurong!!!! Reacxhd home at 8am trus tuka baju then landing di katil. Tdu sampai kul 23opm sebab kena kejut lorh. Afterwhich mandi and all siapsiap , gy condo. Got bbq. Cannopt swim bcos tak bawak swimming costume. Hahahhaa. Stupid security guard nabei. After then back to jurong's place. Trus movie marathon with Ahhyouuu . Then slept at 4am. Starting from today , nak kena tdo kul 10.30pm. No later. School reopening in like hmmm one more days.

As`salammualaikum

ye mmg yat dah mati

2010-12-30T01:02:00.002+08:00

Thank you my dear AiedaLurve for topping my prepaid up. Eventhough its only 10 bucks , i really appreciate it . Like yeah! I love you so muchyyyyyyyyy! (:
I so malas nak update like serious cuma tanak blog nie mati je kla nak baca private blog i. bye!

I IS SO BORED

2010-12-27T17:32:00.001+08:00

MY STUPID PREPAID LOW. I IS SO BORED.

MENYAMPAH

2010-12-23T15:37:00.003+08:00

FUCK MY LIFE PLEASE

Life is so haish , disappointing . Neverming , forget it . Today , woke up up really earlyy 'cos nak anta mummy to the doctor . So yeaahh , after we headed to macs to have our breakfast . I can`t wait for tmr . I wanna meet my bestestbestbestfriend , Raihan . Today , farah aqilah is off to port dickson . And tmr , danny off to Jakarta . Woah , i miss gg holidays . Haish , nvrm . Hmm , been spending my time either at home or lepak . Dah macam no life eh . Okay , school gonna start soon! Heehe . I cant wait to meet my friends . But i hate studying . I`m lazy to take exams . Oh no , next year NLEVEL . Fuck my life please .

As'salammualaikum

after the all th figthting atlast.

2010-12-22T10:38:00.001+08:00

On 20th , Monday , i had an awesome picnic day with my girlfriends . Who else ? MY GBS BABYGIRLS.

For goodness sake , i love 'em like so effing much . I know we still need time to get back like how we used to last time , when we first lepak at 893. YEAH , but whatever it is i love you guys no less. Hugs.

Kay next , life is being a super btch . And , i totally hate it . Biasela , as usual kan , problems here and there. Problems everywhere . Yeah fuck problems upside down. ARGH! )':

Thanks Fika and Hamkah fr being there . Entertainting me all th time . Being patient with my stupid fcuking attitude. WTH. And , argh just thank you for everything okay.

Ive been spending my day with Farah Aqilah and Amira Fazirah . No doubt , they are the best and again no doubt , whenver i meet them my problems are all gone yes gone fcuking gone! trust me me me , i love you both macam setengah mampus.

Kay last last news before i end this freaking boring dead post.

' Dont ever msg me till i do , dnt reply '

Padahal eh , aku text dua hari lepas sial. Pe kau nak step random gitu macam . Hati sakit . Sial yat!

As'salammualaikum

imma btch

2010-12-14T22:42:00.002+08:00

Love come and go

Yeah , life has been abit shaky nowadays. I don`t know whye . I`m like not being myself . I treat everyone bad , somehow . I treat my boy , worst . Im really soorrryyy for my attitude dearest . I have no bad intention at all . Fika , i know you understand me . I love you , my bestfriend . We shall go swimming again real soon okay ? I`m already stressed up , so quick babe! Haish

As'salammualaikum

youre lying , for goodness sake

2010-12-11T22:03:00.003+08:00

I miss you so effing much , Risqa Bella (:

Well , life has been great i shall say . Not much problems for now . Alhamdullilah . I`ve not been updating this blog regularly because i have nothing to post or update about . My life is still being the same . Not much things to say . Bay topup for me like again. Haiyaaa :/ So currently , chatting w Didee at fb . Gosh , it`s been really a long time since i last otp w him . For goodness sake . Next year he's 23 . Woah , go ang get married laaah dideee . Heehe , kidding . Kla , my bay is not in a good mood . I need tot ext him right now . To calm him down . Love ya bay (: (: (:

so bored.

2010-12-07T13:32:00.002+08:00

I am really so bored right now . I don't know what else to do . Oh yeah i'm gonna bath soon , and after that i want to makan . Hungry like one freaking hell . Sabby , where are you ?! Haiyaa . Am fighting with bay now . I guess so . I start it first . I don't know why . No reasons to fight . Stupid me . Sekarang dia dah merajuk WALIOW . Heehe . Okay , biarkan dia . Soon , he conferm text me . Yeaaaaah i knew it (: Will be rotting at home for the whole week . No cash! Maybe 20th gg out , so i need to save money . I can't wait for th picnic . I hope i can make it . I miss you guys alot already siaaa ): Meet up soon alrighteyy . OK now , im gonna upload my piccy and edit it . Oh yeah , i met my Danny armag and Raihan yesterday (: much misses.

i want more ^^

2010-12-05T16:46:00.003+08:00

Swimming with cousins was awesome . Had our dinner , at macs . Reached Jurong's place at around 12am . Had a night movie . And after which , we proceed to Kak Diyanah's place . Watched 'the maid' . By the time , it's already 3plus am . And all of us slept at 4am (Y) Woke up at 12pm . Had macs again fr lunch . No plans for th day (Y)(Y)

bay.

2010-12-03T12:28:00.005+08:00

PART AND PARCELS OF LIFE (':

I don't know what to post about but yeah , i'm just scared of this . Scared being in a relationship . It's been a long time since i last had an awesome boyfriend , i mean someone who is faithful . Now , here come H . He's faithful , i know tt very well . I'm scared if i would just leave him in a way , somehow . But , of course , i don't want tt to happen . Hmm , he's really a nice guy . He don't deserve me . He don't know me well , yet . Imma bad person . And i go around flirting with guys , but tt was back then (: Now , nomore . I don't have time for tt . I don't know as if i'm really serious for this . Yes , for this freaking relationship . Hmphh . It's been only how a week or less ? and i'm already feeling like this . Ameliani , help me please . I need advise . Okay skip tt.

I had a really fun yet boring time talking to baaay last night . He accompany me till idk what time . Yeah , 2am . And , he need to wake up at 7am . He's working . Kental . Okay next , let's talk about friends . Yeah , friends (':
Everyone is busy for me . And i feel so , left out ? Neglected . Idk . Hmm , please don't change . Please . I'm NOT jealous anyway . It's just tt , i need you guys . So yeah , only farah knows how i'm feeling right now . Thanks , Farah Aqilah , Nur Shafika and esp , Ameliani for always being thR for me . I really love you guys . I know , eventhough you guys are busy , you guys still find me , as in text or call me . I really appreciate it . No one can ever replace the three of you . Esp , Farah and Shafika . We'll go out soon , okayy ? I promise . *HUGHUGHUGHUG*

wuhuhhuuhuuuuuu

2010-12-02T21:18:00.003+08:00

Uploading a picture took forever . I hate it , haiya . Okay , my prepaid is low . This is all baby's fault ah . Dalam satu hari , entah berapa kali dia nak text i . Hehe , plus otp for an hour or more . Waliow , itu pun tak cukup . Oh yeah , hamkah kental sebab dia suka tidur siang . He's the kental-est boyfriend i ever had pleaseeeeeeeeeee . HAAHA , peace baby (:

In addition , i miss danny armag , raihan and fathir . Oh yes , not to forget , aminul , nazrul , hisyam and ismail . Yang paling penting , SHAFIKA .

As'salammualaikum

it's love.

2010-12-01T12:17:00.002+08:00

Yes , i know i still contacted with yat . Hmm , i don't love him anymore . Yes , for the first time i'm telling everyone that i don't love yat . No more Muhammad Nur Hidayat in my life . Yeah , i love hamkah k bye.

nak amek gamba macam ginie pleease.

2010-11-30T01:18:00.003+08:00

I had an awesome night talk with baaaay just now. I wish we could talk longer. But as usual , you're kental . Tdo siang , skolah pun belum tutup . Kesian kau .

I love you H (:

it's life.

2010-11-27T17:28:00.003+08:00

It's me , yes me . My fault . I've done something wrong which i don't how to say . Only me and my besfriend knows about this . No one else . Oh yeah , like again , after i don't know how many times , Yat paitaaaaau again ): I gave up uhh . Yat werld please . Oh yeah ah 2am just now , yat texted me ' <3 ' . Random much . Gosh , rindu kau please yaaaaaaaaaaaaaat .

tahde gamba , mekkk .

2010-11-25T15:21:00.003+08:00

I SWEAR I'M BORED TO DEATHHHH (:

Todaay , was okaay okay . Now at nenek's . Aieda is gg to work . Oh yaa , yesterday Aieda and Ein sleepover at my place . We watched Mantra. And Aieda sleep ferst . Wthh . Haaha . Ok skip this. On Tuesday night , i otp w yaayaaatf. Oh my gee . I so the loving it . I want tt more . I miss youu like one freaking hell okaay . Yaat paitau again . Macam nak sebat je kepala kauu . hehehee , love youu . Ok yeaaah , so tts it . My hols for this year is freaking bored . And i mean it please. I need more outing and esp , more cash pretty please . Haiyaaaa

As'salammualaikum.

it's really confusing.

2010-11-23T17:02:00.003+08:00

'I've tried but i can't.'

I'm confused. I really don't know what to do. I've never in this situation before. I don't like giving them hopes. But they are putting effort to win my heart. I've tried loving them , one by one . But i can't. I'm truly sorry, guyys. I don't want to disappoint the both of you. No harm , no bad intentions. I don't know when is the right time to tell the both you. Sometimes, i did feel irritated. Guys , i hope you both will understand me if ever in future , i were to tell you the truth . Like i say, i have no bad intentions. This is me. I've been dumped for more than three times. And now , i need to be careful. I don't trust any of your words. I used to be a girl , who fell in love easily. But now nomore. I've changed. For my own good ):

As'salammualaikum

happy bday nenek

2010-11-22T02:02:00.002+08:00

HAPPY 67TH BIRTHDAY NENEK .

AWESOMEST DAAAAAAAAAY (: Eventhough it's not complete , i don't care . I had so much fun . I love them effing much , muaaaaaaaaahs .

Tiffany Hotel - Marina Barrage

CONGRATS.

2010-11-21T16:11:00.002+08:00

A big congratulation to my dearest Achik Spike .

Atlast , dah tunang . Can't wait for your big day which will happen in 2years time ? Nevermind , time flies right ? Heeehe.
So yeaah , will be gg dinner today. Nenek's birthday . Gosh , i have no jeans . How ? Kay forget it. Woah , handphone is keeping quiet. No text at all . Hamka go work . Lame shit ah you . Hehe , can't wait . I want more cousins outing . Yaaaaaaaaay , wild wild wet again . And this time round , it gonna be complete us . Love you guys , boleh ? meh hug sikit . Heeeeeeeeeehe

As'salammualakikum

www

2010-11-19T00:30:00.004+08:00

Wildwildwet was amazing awesome and fun . Esp with my babygirls. Awww, love them you much much . Heeehe , sound so lesbo . K frget it.
Okaaaaaaay , just a simple post fr now. Im very laazy to update. I just miss yat nowadays. I keep waiting for he's night text messages . But still , thrs none till now . Where are you ? Have yo forgotton about me ? I miss you like one freaking hell , mokkkkkkkkkkkk!

fb(: for more piccy

2010-11-17T00:18:00.001+08:00

SENTOSA (:

WHERE ARE YOU YAT ?!

2010-11-15T12:57:00.004+08:00

Like again , everytime i blog , im gonna tell ya how boring my life is. And yes, my life is really boring. Nothing much , so so so dead. Oh yah , i ate macflurry yesterday . Oh-at-lasttttttttttttttttt (: i sukeeeeeeeeeeee ~

I wonder if thrs anyone reading my blog. See lah , no tagboard so boring right ? If gt taagboard , cnfrm chop chop dead. Please, daily readers dont go away. I promise i will be updating regularly. And yeah , fyi i have three blog to update. SO please understnd. love you bye

As'salammualaikum

dusty bloggy.

2010-11-12T23:38:00.006+08:00

'' As hard as it may seem, sometimes we just have to learn to let go ''

So today, went out with Ameliani. And meet up with Ainie and kak huda . Went to ite semei to meet Nadiah fr her make up test. Overall, tody was okay okay . It was just tiring. Reachd home, prangai babi, tros tdo. Now currently, waiting fr Aiedalurve and ein to reachd my place (:

Hmm, so so boring with my fcuked up life right now . I don't know why. It seems like no one cares. Friends are busy with their own life and family is not active at all. Asek malas only. Boring uh like this. Luckily , thrs aieda and ein . Both of 'em really always make my day. I love 'em so much.

Well, now actually im changing my dp at fb. But th loading took forever. Sian ah. Then this blogger also th same. Took forever to just upload A picture. Fcuk much huhhh ?! Upload gamba atau biken gamba eh?! bodoh. Nevermind , just need to be patient . Oh yeah , i watched this malay drama just now at suria. It was interesting. Waliow, the husband so caring and penyabar. I like ^^ I want a husband like him in future. Fuhh , berangan mau lebih (:

As'salammualaikum

boring life.

2010-11-08T18:17:00.002+08:00

Boring life.

2010-11-06T21:18:00.001+08:00

:'(

you take me for granted, thanks :D

2010-11-04T21:38:00.002+08:00

This year's hols is so boring. Didnt went out much. Friends are busy with their own things. And i'm left at home alone. So boring. 140809 never text me , dah due hari seh. Ok drop it. I miss my friends, my bestfriends. I nak out , please ? Nak go cycling, as usual :D Peace

As'salammualaikum

skatepark.

2010-11-03T15:47:00.003+08:00

A day ohh-at-last out :D I have nothing to post about. No good news. So yeah . yesterday went out. And i randomly textd hidayat , my friend nt tt yat . So yeah . while textng , th real yat textd me and also esdy . All random ppl . Plus didee . Heeehe . And soon after izwan called me and my battery flat. Thanks wan , all bcos of youu . So , reachd hom , quickly charged my phone. At around 12plus , i went to beeeeeed. ZzZzZzzZzZz . So tired . Now currently , doing nothing. Am so bored. I wanna take a nap soon . Yes soon . Byes.

As'salammualaikum

i'll just forget it ? okay.

2010-11-01T17:01:00.002+08:00

No hope anymore. Why must i feel this way ? I think i should stop being an overacting person. He's a good guy but i guess he deserve someone better than me. In the first place, i shouldn't develop any feelings for him. Stupid me , my mistake , my apology. Yeah , so from now on, i should stop my nonsense. Stop giving myself hope. Ok, i think this is enough. Hmm , i shall express my whole feelings at my private blog as it's already been a very long time , i didnt update. Dusty private blog. Heehe :D
So , conflicts with Yat here and thr. Haiya, sometimes things went a bit shaky . I hate it. But somehow, i'm okay with him already , now. Im so sorry yat for being harsh or anything. We'll meet up as soon as possible. No worry. Im always here, but just abit busy for you. I know you will understand and ive never had the intention of getting away from you or worst , avoiding you.
I realise i dont give a good ending for all my post. Boring blog.

As'salammualaikum

it takes both hands to clap. sendr mau ingt.

2010-10-31T14:12:00.005+08:00

I suddenly miss school. Why ? Because i hate sitting at home doing nothing. At least, if i were in school, i can meet my friends. Haiya, i miss you guys badly. Let's meet up soon ok. But i'm not going to plan it. And, i miss raihan. Dia hilang , buwat kerja sendr. Sampai kawan pt sini rindu dia pun apa dia kesah kan. And futhermore, he got a better friend out thr. You know i know. You sure understand what i'm trying to say right. So yeah, don't blame us if we went out without you. It's either you have no time for us or we didn't call you up. Lead your life, to be a better person. Not worst. I'm just reminding you , because i care. No other intention. I love you , not now anymore. I just miss you.

As'salammualaikum.

nak klua, please ?

2010-10-30T15:40:00.006+08:00

Yaaaay , here i come holiday . I miss you , like always. Haaha. Gonna get my report book on the 1st November'10. I can't wait. And i get PROMOTED! Fuh, naseb bukan advance. My studies dropped alot and i don't know why. Why ?! Haiyaa , something is bothering me. Ok, forget it. Futhermore, if i say it, who bothers ? Noone do.

I can't wait for upcoming events . Nak go cycling , bbq , sentosa , marina barrage , www . And paling penting , i want my cousins outing soooon please ? Must be complete tau .

Me
Sabby
Dyna
Ayu
Hattan
Zainal
Zaina
Wan

Happy nya aku . Rindu korang banyak banyak .

sch hols.

2010-10-27T17:19:00.002+08:00

Left with a day and here i come holidaaaay , i miss you already holiday .

no more you please.

2010-10-23T12:17:00.003+08:00

Im bored im bored im bored im bored. I swear i am. I want to go out, badly! Please anyone, beep me . Hmm, so yesterday hidayat textd me. Expressng feelings here and thr. But you know yat, we will never get back together, and tts for sure. Why ? Because, im not th stupid sharliza anymore. I dont wanna fall into your trap. Cukup satu kali , i dont want another ok. I will never spare a thought for someone like you. Im moving on. And leaving all those memories of us behind. Im not looking back anymore. Just to admit, sometimes i did tend to miss you alot . But tt doesnt mean i still love you. Hmm , maybe 10% left ? yeaaaaaah . But soon , yes soon , feelings fade.

You takecare yat. And , jaga 'I' baikbaik ok :)

As'salammualaikum

sorry for eveything.

2010-10-21T14:36:00.004+08:00

Haish. What a pathetic life im going through right now. I don't know why i always have negative thoughts for myself or anyone else. I really hate this feeling. It's frustrating, you'know. How i wish i could turn time back , yes to the time i'm with my primary school friends. My best friends , hidayu jueta maya marliana amira and all of them . Now that they've changed , have own new friends , and so everything changes too. We even treat each other like, strangers baru kenal. Yeah , somehow. But nevermind, moving on. I have my own friends too. And , they are like my bloods. I love them. I don't know how to express my feelings to them neither do i know how to show them that i really love them. I'm confused. I really don't know what to do. I have no idea how to treat them good so that they will remember my good deeds to them , throughout. Sigh, why do life have to be like this? :'(

Why do friends always look at my bad sides instead of good? Why do they hate me , for just an instance ? Why they didn't bother about how i feel? Why do they always finding fault on me? I don't understand. I keep thinking of this since back then. This questions keeps lingering on my mind. I hate this. Until now, i still don't understand what's the meaning of friendship. Does friendship ends , just like relationship ? I'm expressing this , not to get sympathy, but just letting my mind off. Listing down , what's i'm unhappy with. For this, im using my own words and not copy paste from anywhere. Sorry kalau english i tak bagus, i bukannya pandai sangat.

Bestfriends ( you know who you are ) ,

I'm so ;

Sorry for everything.
Sorry for being to childish at times.
Sorry for hurting all of you.
Sorry if i ever irritate you.
Sorry if i neglect any one of you.
Sorry for having negative thoughts at any of you.
Sorry for being an unreasonable friend.
Sorry for ignoring you guys.
Sorry for lying.
Sorry if i'm being unfair to any of you.

I don't know how to make this big big friendship of ours, works. But to all you, from the bottom of my heart, I love you guys. I really do. Nothing can make me happy , without you guys by my side. You guys mean the world to me . Hugs, muah muah.

Hate me all you want guys , i promise , i will never leave any one of your life. Because, without all of you , i'm not who i am today . Thank you so much .

SB.

2010-10-17T16:38:00.006+08:00

Tumblr sucks my big time, i swear. So yeah, this is th reason why im back here. I'll remove my tagboard too because its dead plus, there's too many lame people come from idk where, tagging stupid comments. Hmm, so yeah. I will update when necessary alright. Daily reader please don't go away . Keep reading. If there's any feedback or comment about any of my post. Please kindly add me up at fb or msn. XOXO.

As'salammualaikum.

2010-10-16T23:06:00.003+08:00

gamba tak edit. nevermind go die. im active not here anymore. im at tumblr. happy finding bye.

fighting fr life, be strng.

2010-10-14T13:28:00.003+08:00

Nana's Friend is my friend. Yes , only fr you khuzaifah. Please wake up and recover soon. Im praying for you. You're nana's bestfriend. Naana need you at times. So yeah, you gotta be strong. Your friends are waiting fr you. Wake up. I will pay a visit fr you very soon with nana and my mummmay.

As'salammualaikum

maths paper dabes.

2010-10-12T17:01:00.002+08:00

Ok, i wanna get active back. Hmmm whatthefuck, my tagboard banyak nya orang merepek tag tag. Itating paaah. K, i shall delete it off soon. No worries, i wont this dead blog. Bcos, this blog means alot to me. Cheyy, banyak memories. Its been a freakng long time since i last updated my private blog. Riiiindddddddduuuuuu ~ Haaaha. And, i must change my songs too. Boring lah asek asek dengar laguu baru baru. Yok listen lagu lama lama pulaaak. Skali skala , outdated jap.

K, i went out with my two precious girls just now. Shafika Nordin and Jueta Daud. Was fun, yeaaah. I want more k. Miss the bonding we had last time, long long long ago. Hmm. So much laughter and taking piccy. And now im sleepy. And waiting fr th piccy to finish uploading. Haiyaaaa. Damn it jueta dah start tagging th pictures. Dumb la, i havent finish uploading it. My notification , floooooooooooooding man! Shiats. Woah , dari tadi aku macam bobal merepek je? k bye

As'salammualaikum

happy sebab dia text

2010-10-10T20:42:00.003+08:00

Sunday.
Tampmall with dearest fikaaa.
Home, sleeeeeeep.
Woke up and went to terminal 3.
Saw Husaini. much misses.
And now, home sweet home
Will not be active anymore
Due to exams. So yeah chaos

As'salammualaikum

FML

2010-10-05T15:55:00.004+08:00

FML

hari hari macam gini, boringnyaa.

2010-10-02T12:55:00.002+08:00

25, dimana anda ?

K, yesterday went to Airport like again to study. So yeah, went terminal 2. Macs fr lunch. Yuuummmy. K, then studyy till 5? yeaaah, and we proceed to terminal 3. Went maccafe. Waliooooo, ada diaaa. Suke suke. Heeeeeeeeeehee ^^ K, then took bus 27 thr. And 291 > home.
Very tired. Reached home, makan then sleeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeep. Around 11, i was awaken by Raihan's and Danial's text. ADUII. Then i cannot sleep back. So, i texted '25'. Had fun texting him. Haiyaaaaaaaaa. Soon after , around 1plus, i sleeeeeeeeep back. Woah, prangai babi pe akuu. Haaahaahh :D

As'salammualaikum.

i really do.

2010-09-30T15:58:00.002+08:00

K im really bored right now. Nothing better to do. Ive done my job by uploading all th piccy. Fuhh, penat uhh. Internet dah macam soyyy. Ok luh, now am very happy cos im chatting with Husaini. Hisyam's macdonald friend. Lol, yeaaaaaaaaaaaaaah.

K, whut should i post about ? Yeaaaaaah, english exam is tomorrow. Im not ready fr it yet. And fuck, monday is math. I hate it

As'salammualaikum

Haish, part and parcel.

2010-09-29T17:24:00.002+08:00

That guy reads my blog and terasa. Hahahahaaaaa , you very good ah , you know im talking about you. Haaaahaaaaa. Nevertheless, im glad tt you are changing in any way. Kalau kau buat silap lagi , kau gy balek dgn bestfr lama kau tu k. I dnt wanna talk much anymore. Cos its really hurting thinking about it. I have no rights, actually, to ask you to change. Or even choose ur friend. Hmmm, im nothing to you. K skip this.

School was ok. Exam is very very near. In fact, oral have already started. It was in a mess just now. Fuxk my english man! Hahahhahaahhaa.
I lurp lurp lurp my friends. Yok uh airport lagy amaciam?

Lastly, i rindu S bnyk bnyk..

As'salammualaikum

SAKIT HATIE.

2010-09-26T01:49:00.002+08:00

I am so pissed off right now. I don't know why. It seems that you don't care anymore. You want to get what you want right? Ok, by all means, you may proceed. I do not wish to talk to you and your friend anymore. Oppps, i mean your bestfriend. I hate you for changing. I really do. Ok skip about this.

My open house was very tiring. But still, it was fun. Thanks Leeyana and friends, Ajax&Raihan&Hisyam&Lukman and Fouad and friends for coming :)

Heehe. it was really fun though.

As'salammualaikum.

RANDOM ONES.

2010-09-20T16:39:00.001+08:00

FUCK YOU, YOU HOE, I DONT WANT YOU BACK ~

i wnt get bck to you.

2010-09-17T21:34:00.002+08:00

Ok now for once, i wanna say tt ive moved on! Dont asked me why i suddenly make up my mind to give up. I dnt fcuking regret losing a guy like S. Fuck you, i dont want you back, im moving forward and never looked back. But nevertheless, you are still my friend. Yes, no more than tt. My old friend, primary sch friend. Haish, i thank god so much tt we're over. If not, i would suffer more. Fuhh , terima kasih , allah.

Life is still th same. No changes. Really bored w my life. Thanks to my happy people fr making me smile and laugh. I love yesterday. I nak lagi. I spent my night w Farah Danial and Raihan. Eventhough it was just awhile. 8-1030. But still, i enjoyed. Th laughter pt ntuc haha.
Kkkkk, chattng w Dannykecik and and and Firo. Hahaha, asek sama orang je kan? Heeehe.
Nazatul nampak shol dalam bus? 0.0 hahahahahhaaha :D

As'salammualaikum

nak second chance please?

2010-09-16T16:58:00.004+08:00

HAPPY BREAKUP, S :'(

I wanna cry pretty please. K, dah move on but sometimes, macam tringat balik, then miss him again. Haiyaa. Everyday in school, cnferm complain complain to everyone tt im sad. No life uhh sharliza.
But serious shit, i love him like there's no toomorrow. Allah, are we really meant fr only a week? But why? Who's fault? I dont understand. He gave me stupid excuses, like fcuking stupid. My friends, put high hopes on me , hoping tt i and S can last. But sorry friends, if i let you guys down. Haish, im dissapointed. But who cares? you dont, i dont. everyone dont.
Dalah, no use thinking about him. Waste my frekng time.
Currently chattng w Dannykecik and Firo. Aites, takecare.

As'salammualaikum

:'(

2010-09-14T20:45:00.002+08:00

Life is so unfair. And will never be fair. I have my own problems, and i cant handle it alone. A big thank you to Muhammad Raihan fr being w me , always and i mean it .
Raihan, you gotta be strong. Yes, stronger than me. We'll go through this together ok. Im always here fr you and we will never fall apart. I really app you and love you, bestfriend. Our situation is almost th same. But i know, urs is worst. Nevermind, still im here fr ya!
Lets cry together , yok raihan :'(
Didee, im truly sorry. But i really have no feelings fr you now. Ive never thought this would happen. I dont wish to have any scandal esp with you. Like ive said, i have a boyfriend. And my boyfriend will always be mine and no others. No you no anyone k. I hope you understand. Stop calling me, or even texitng me. Im irritated.
S , ive tried my very freaking best to be th best fr you. But, nothing seems to be werking. Ni belum satu bulan, dah macam ginie. In future, macam mana pulaa? Sakit hatie bila pk pk balik. Ive never regret accpeting you. In fact, im grateful, ive found you. Someone who i didnt expect to be mine, noooow. I have nothing else to say. Just so you know, k i love you :)

As'salammualaikum

missed and loved.

2010-09-12T20:51:00.002+08:00

My Uncle, yang ajak racing di dalam car

Muhd Fadzully

Hari rayer was a blast minus my heels thingy please :"(

2010-09-11T13:27:00.004+08:00

SELAMAT HARI RAYERRRRRRRRRRRRR ~

Rayer this year was a blast but please minus my heels thingy. Im sucha troublesome girl. Haiyya. K, firstly went to Nenek's house. Then ayah fetched me and adek frm thr. Went Sengkang. Woah then from thr we went tampines. In th middle , in th car was th seram-est time. Haaha, my uncle overtake this one chinese car. Then tt chinese car, freaking not happy with my uncle. Then , my uncle was so angry. Haaah , nabei chinese guy. My uncle followed him. Dah macam racinh, serious. Very fast. And gt this one part , tt car wanna hit my uncle's car. Ahhh , tuu lagy mampus. Then my uncle like signal him to stop . Then th chinese car, turn left and i went straight. My uncle showed middle finger but tt chinese guy tak branie nak turn and look. Tawu takut. Woah, uncle i fierce sia :/ Aduii , dah reached tampines. Ruma , idk who but wht i know gt HAZWAN! Heeeeh tt hot guy . Th blue colour guy. Haaah, took piccy w him before we went off. So yeaaaaah, we went to quite alot of houses. Best uhh, but most of th time me and cousin walked without heels. I really cant stand th pain siaa. Never will use th heels again! Hahah. Today gg out again w ayah. Woah , wht time alr i havent bathe yet. More piccy at FB aites :)

As'salammualaikum .

Selamat Hari Rayeeeeeer ~

2010-09-09T10:42:00.003+08:00

I LOVE S

Hola hola hola. Ok , tomorrow is like a Big Day fr me. Tomorrow is Hari Raya , heehe am loving'it. But this year i rayer not w MNH but w MS. I love MS veli veli much lei.
YESTERDAY :
Woaaaaaah~ Very very tiring sia. Like freaking seriously. But at th same time , it was fun though. Haaha, it was like 20 over house i sent delivery. Fuyooo, ferst and second customer, kecooh rabak! Yang second , never even open th door. Haiyaaaaaa. Skip about tt. So i reached home at around 11plus. Jejak ruma, straight away, charge hp. Texted S and Raihan. Then, si S , busy pulak. So Raihan layaaaaaaaaan me . We otp, share stories, secret, problems. Woah syiok ah! Then around 2plus, while otp-ing w An, Yat randomly texted me ' ;) ' Dah tuu je? HAHAHAH. But my text session w him was fun. Heeeeeehe. At th same time S texted and soon after he slept. Kesian kau b , kau penat :) So yeahh , An pon tdo jap. Beh Yat's turn layan me. Then soon, i pulak sleepy. Never reply Yat's. Hahahahah. Now, S dahhhh tahde :'( Boooohooooo, takecare aye. Jangan pulak kau trsuka orang kampung eh eh eh . Haahahah. Sayang kau manyy manyy.
Before i end my post, I would like to wish all Muslims ;
SELAMAT HARI RAYA.
MUAAAAAAAAAH.

As'salammualaikum

LOVE.

2010-09-08T00:13:00.004+08:00

So yeah , im really so bored. So this is fr today's post kk. Heeeehe .
Actually, ive got alot to say . But i'll just cut short k.
To FiddyBaby ; I guess you really need to clear you doubts( like you say ) . He's ok and im sure he's faithful. So yeah , i just hope you both could last. Rayer ajak dia ok ok. Hmm , just remember k i will always be here for you, yes for you.
To RaihanBaby ; You gotta be strong aye . Im here, right here always beside you aye. I love you , yes i love you bestfriend. Eventhough , you always sepak me pukul me bully me or anything, i will still love you aye raihan.
K next, i swear i miss S alr. He go geylang. Then his pp8 low pulak. Kecoo!

Right now , texting Raihan and YayatFlash.

As'salammualaikum

smlm yat maca horny sia.

2010-09-07T17:47:00.003+08:00

Boring -.- Haiya , today as usual, stayed at home all th way. Yessa tomorrow , like atlast, gg out with preciouscousin. Yeaaah. So basically , yesterday RizalCicak pranked me. Babi kau zal. Hahaha , but yeah , i had fun talking otp w you. Rindu kau pun. Nanti rayer kita jumpee ye. K , so this year i wanna rebond my fringe and cut bangs. Jiwer dengan Ainie. K best. Cant wait fr raya alr. Heeehe. Sleeping over at nenek's.

And Didee, senyap lagii kau. Dah kenaper ? hilang timbul hilang timbul.

Right now, S is sleeping like pig. Tdo jee kau ehh. Heehe, aku tnga bored ni. Aduii , rindu kau.

As'salammualaikum.

LEPAK OR TOWN?

2010-09-06T11:16:00.003+08:00

Speaking about love again , Matin says , we dont need to rush fr it. Yeah , i guess i agree on tt. And now, looking at th brighter side, im moving on like atlast. I mean it. Last time i told ya i gave up right ? Now, i moved on alr. So happy w myself. K i shall post more about this at my private blog.
Right now, i swear im bored. I just woke up. And i havent take my shower yet. Now currently, chatting w Shol<3 and UsopLondon. Tak bnyk orang online. Si dog tu pun tak online. Eh abang , online lah. Boring seh aku :( Hahaha.
Next , just wanna wish goodluck to my dearest Haikal ( Ahhky ) fr his Nlevel. Do your best k. Ahhh , dah. Aku rindu kau . Kau tpu aku seh , katerh nak text tapy tak text text. Babi kau! Heeeehe.

LEPAK WITH SHOL<3 OR TOWN WITH USOP ?

As'salammualaikum.

SB

2010-09-05T14:21:00.002+08:00

BORING SUNDAY

i napak ayat semalam :'(

2010-09-04T11:34:00.005+08:00

Hari Rayaa is just around th corner.
And i really cant wait for it. Nyeeeeeeeeeett, im sure everybody also have th same feeelings as me right ? Yeaaaah , sapa tanak raya ? Tell me. K , am talking shiats right now.
Hmmm, i miss 3 years ago raya. 'Cos, i always with Ayah's family and we ride lorry . Haaah, tts th best part. On th lorry , we will laugh sing shout together like nobody bussiness , you see. It was superbb fun. But i guess this year will be a bit boring 'cos we will take our own transport. I mean, no more lorrry. ALAAAAAAAAAAAAA -.-' But nevermind la. Atleast thrs transport than nothing right? Yeaaah.
Life has been a tiring one fr me. Did alot alot alot of houseworks you know. And sometimes, its annoyed me. Bila duduk jap, mama panggil lag. Aduuiiiii . Kecoh ah nak rayer nie. Oh yeah, am using purple this year. Boring right ? i knoooow. I cant wait to jalan raya w friends too. Those are my pillar of strength . They sure gonna make me happy and make me laugh like thrs no tomorrow.
Oh , you know wht , one week holidays has arrived. And fr tt, im happy fr myself. Yey me fr not gg to sch on th last day . And imma troublesome girl. Sorry syam, because of me you need to send my homeworks here. My apology. Love you <3 color="#33cc00">So , currently shol have been thr to make me laugh. Thanks eh gila. Fika, tak guna kita tunggu tunggu lag. Sampai dah give up aku nie. Bt no matter what, i miss Ahhky still :')
Ok i shall end my post soon after i tell you guys about yesterday.
Th dayyy thh dayyyy , i saw MNH. With KM. He's girlfriend . Oh my gosh, why why why i saw him when he's with KM ? Tak suka. MNH , walks directly in front of me. Haish, how i wish , i could ................. run up to him and hug him .
I miss you , MNH.

As'salammualaikum.